Paradigm shift

09:44 am - Lost and found..

Needless to say, it was a long overhaul for me.
After ceasing business, I was concentrating on nothing but balls.

Thank God. Every ending is just a new beginning.

I don't remember how, but we managed to hook up again.
I am still very apologetic that I done him wrong.

No idea. My heart still races for him.....
Till then, I realised he is love.

After so many donkey years, it still felt the same.
Intact, like two peas in a pod. :)

Still as tender as ever..
I hope.. This is not a dream anymore.

Current Mood: rejuvenated

11:38 am - How do you feel when a Stranger stares?

do you hope to get stared at..?
If I'm in the right mood, I definitely welcome stares!
If I'm no mood....... back off !

do you love the attention..??
Only when I like my outfit and from the right people

do you think that everyone who is looking at you probably thinks you're 'hot'...or 'cool' or whatever?
Not at all. Probably things going in their head such as "WTF this crazy woman dress up like a clown" and so on lol

do you strut down the street acting like it's a runway?
Sometimes.. is all in the mood and mind

do you look people in the eye andd check out what they are wearing to?
I guess its just like how people sweep their eyes fon you from top to toe.. Vice versa?

do you just strut and ignore everyone because it's all about YOU?
Only when I'm alone. Strangely, I feel extremely confident when I'm alone!

do you hate people looking at you?
No, but I can get annoyed by it when I am in a bad mood or when it comes to receiving certain looks.

do you wish you could just be invisible?
When I am feeling down..

do you love checking out other people but wish no one would look at you?
I love to sit and watch people sometimes, but it's not usually because of their clothing.

do you rush quickly from destination to destination to escape those prying eyes of strangers?
Never, most of the times I just ignore and probably brisk walk away from sights of strangers

do you feel self-conscious-unsure of why people are staring?
Again, its pretty annoying when I'm being stared especially I'm in a bad mood. Arg, I would give an eye back seriously.

does it make you mad-*you lookin' at me...?...
Two slaps to those who look and pin point you when they are in a group. Wow, its a criticise.. No?

does it annoy you...*what?..what are you staring at?
Sometimes it does. Muchly

09:26 pm - Lethargic

Yes it's been quite awhile since I last posted.
So now am going to jot down my thoughts again.. :)

I am somehow lost in time I guessed.
No slight idea that its actually Wednesday! 
OH MY GAWD~

Alors, 2 more days before office removal..
Fuck.
I'm going to miss it.

Though the new unit is well furbished, boss is sitting right behind me......
There goes my vestment! (A.k.a shopping online)

Hey actually, not that bad huh?
Saves money.. saves the poor pocket of mine. Loool.

Before I started typing, I remembered I had alot to say..
Uh, now I can't remember a single thang? 
F........... Mind bizzare.

Sigh, attack of the Cyclone in Myanmar causing me to rot at work for at least 2 weeks from now..
Thus leading me into depression mode!!
I am getting sick of what I am doing now....
I should just quit and continue to study Music, no ??

AAAAAAARG,
WAITTTTTTT.
Let me write in point forms on what happened recently because
I'm pretty sure I will forget them very soon!

So,

- Had farewell dinner for Inoue San at Carlton Hotel.
- Didn't know that we were spotted on one of the unknown days and were mistaken, thus for rumours.
- That explained the seating arrangement.. Smart boss huh. 
- He left SG on Monday and I did not get to send him off. 
- Nevertheless, I wish him all the best !

-- Making more common mistakes at work.....
- Involving penalty charges........
- Few grands in exact.
- How should they be resolved?
- Too fast too furious. I should just die. ZZzzzzzzz.. ~!@#~!%~^&*

- Learning Violin is a dream since young..
- Yes and I have started my dream!
- Teacher is a 30+ soft spoken Chinese man.
- Huh.. 30minutes lesson is wayyyyyy too short.
- I am searching for lessons that provide longer duration now.

- Next.. brush up my French ??
- Tsk, horrible French lol. 
- How should I begin.. hmmmmmmmmm....................................

 He started working and is working very hard..
- Très très très busy..
- And I hate it?
- Losing lots of time together..

- Sitting infront of the computer hoping miracles to happen
- Such as maybe he could type more than 2 sentences just to hoax me?
- Oh, it came to me that I'm losing my sleep because of this.
- Sinned, I'm such an insomniac
- For how long should it goes on..
- For a moment I was thinking: Relationship or hardship??????????
- Hey baby, you know I don't like this shit!! Distance and time are killing me softly!


I just love attention .. from you.


Whatever, I'm just ranting.

04:50 pm - Black devils

Total Damage: US$30

I knew Ellen will like this ;)

12:57 pm - Another day of lemming :)

Out to the bin Iphone shall be.
Here comes DoCoMo SH905i !

主なスペック

サイズ 折りたたみ時 高さ 112mm×幅 48mm×厚さ 16.9mm 質量 約 125g メインディスプレイ（サイズ） 約 3.0インチ カメラ（有効画素数） 約 320万画素

外部メモリー microSDTM／microSDHCTMメモリーカード（別売） 本体付属品 製造メーカー シャープ株式会社

Key Features of NTT Docomo SH905i

• 3.2 MP Camera
• 3inch LCD with AQUOS LCD technology!
• Slim 16.9 mm body only!
• Dolby Mobile technology for audio!
• Works on GSM

Sharp came up with an amazing piece of technology when they recently announced the SH905i handset for NTT DoCoMo. According to Sharp, it is the first handset in the world to use Dolby Mobile technology to enhance the sound of music and live TV played on the SH905i. The list of wow things they put into this phone doesn’t end with Dolby Mobile. Other advancements worth mentioning include 3-inch Wide VGA AQUOS display that uses Sharp’s proprietary developed vertical alignment technology called Mobile Advanced Super View enabling wide viewing angles, TOUCH CRUISER pad, which is an interface similar to the touch pads on notebook PCs, Manga Book Reader, IrSimple & IrSS standards for easy wireless transfer of pictures to compatible printers, and HSDPA for high-speed data transfers of up to 3.6Mbps.







Appealing . . .
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Covetable . . .
Desirable . . .
Elegant . . .
Flirtatious . . .
Gorgeous . . .
Haut Monde . . .

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Everything from A - Z !

Total Damage: US$442 / 224GBP / SGD$600  
Time to buy a sewing kit to save the hole in my pocket.

Current Mood: crazy

03:34 pm - I need warmth

I have to get a blazer..
It's freezing cold in the office and a shawl can't keep me warm anymore :(
Sniffs.

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Total damage: US$45


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Total damage: US$33


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Total damage: US$36


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Total damage: US$57


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Total Damage: US$46

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Now I need to know which one to purchase !
Maybe I will pick up a $10million cheque on the floor huh.
Dream on ~

10:10 am - OSIM

They said every Monday is a OSIM.
Why?!!

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Oh Shit It's Monday !
Monday Blues ! 
Lol.


Ok, we can't deny that.
Otherwise you wouldn't see me posting here.

Damn bloody hell those people behind me..
Talk and talk and talk and talk.
Using a mouth to work.
Seriously, I had enough of the noise pollution!
Don't understand why the uncles behind are so talkative ?
For goodness sake, lucky me is going to resign soon..
However not that soon, just the end of the year after my 13th month bonus... Smirks.

I love the environment here..
Despite having to travel a distance, all are well.
Should I conside to stay or leave?
I'm imagining Mr Kwan's reaction when I walk into the room to tender my resignation letter..
Muhahahahaha.....................
I shall have the last laugh !

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Chéri is starting work soon! :D Thinking of getting something for him.. 
Nay it's Spring and no black no black no brown..
Hmm.. It's cold in Paris now even though season had changed..
Bleah..

Chanced upon the below and I thought chéri should wear them !
Hiark hiark hiark..








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Don't you wish you're a man sometimes? =/


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12:58 am - Coeur qui soupire n'a pas ce qu'il désire.

I felt I had lots of stuffs to pour out so here it is.

Definitely managing a good relationship is hard but a LDR is even tougher..
I'm trying to keep my head up but it doesn't seems to convince me that it is working well.
Communication breakdown really sucks and I hope something can be done to it.


I guessed by now people should realized how impatience I am actually.
No ?

Booo.. Then, you really don't understand me at all :)

Some egs of my pet peeve :

When someone using "haha" in conversations when I don't find it amusing at all.
Probably just like "brb", just a casual bypass yet enormously annoying.

Noticed that recently you have been "haha-ing" at most of our convos..
Damn! I'm trying my best to ignore it you know..

Fancy waiting for a reply that replied a freaking "haha" after 30 minutes...
I think God is playing a prank on me.

The more I hate it, the more it is happening.
Shit. Wretched life, girl.

Frankly, I have been losing faith too easily nowadays..

Please do not let it happen on you, mon amour.
I'm unable to take any more blows.....

11:50 pm - On the Runway

Left to right:
Roberto Cavalli, Marc Jacobs, Chloé, Luella, Matthew Williamson, Alberta Ferretti, Michael Kors, Miu Miu, Oscar de la Renta, Stella McCartney

Just my 2 cents..

First - Would you even wear this out? I might as well go naked.
Second - Not my style.. 
Third - Innovative, might consider.
Forth - Bumble bee.. Buzz buzzzz...
Fifth - Multicolored silk-dyed layered has a crinky effect through this simple pull-on.
Sixth - Pretty much casual.. Weekend wear it should be.
Seventh - Elegant in pink reminds me of the Greek Goddess, Aphrodite. 
Eighth - Not bad but what's with the bow?
Ninth - I love the large ruffle hemline and the contrast stiched details.
Tenth - Pretty floral jumpsuit just brighten up my day.

The least favourite of the seasons has come.
How do I anticipate it ?

Singapore's getting warmer as clock tickles away.
Ugh.. I love winter :(

08:50 pm - Where is the money?

I spend as I earn.

What bullshit is that!
I'm already as poor as a church mouse..
 
How to get more money?
Someone teach me please lol.

Moolah, moolah..


Robbing a bank comes to my mind right now..

11:50 pm - Hum..

It's a sunny day!



Problem fixed, vessel sailed.

Great and watch me smile.

Hope it will be better tomorrow..

11:45 pm - Mirthful

It's a sunny day!



Problem fixed, vessel sailed.

Great and watch me smile.

Hope it will be better tomorrow..

03:36 am - Hell ya.

I'm really p i s s e d alright..

Never a smooth journey, fixing the computer almost bring me down.
I'm not an software savvy, let rather a hardware gosu. 

Man, why on earth am I so unlucky?!
Being borne as a FIRST child does not means I gotta clear the shit of everyone, right?





Work and family 



Pick one.

06:25 pm - Not again..

"Shits always happen at the most unpredictable moments"

Proven true & cursed for it.

My vessel arrived yesterday and it was estimated to leave today.
So.. As usual, I have a deadline of 3 days to complete my work..

My phone rang and I got the most annoying news in the world.
"Dy, my computer kept auto rebooting! What is it going on?!"

Immediate reponse of mine was "Don't tell me, I don't wish to know man!"
Irked.. I hate to recieve calls from her telling me that OH XXXX is spoilt,
kindly get your ass back asap to fix it.

C'mon man, I'm not a technician.. I'm your useless daughter.

That's it.
One phone call destroyed my day.

10:34 pm - Bottomless pit

无底洞

How did i fall into the pit again?
Thanks..

10:56 pm

: : : Hsing 21th birthday : : :


Left to right
Yanling, HueyYuan, Me, Bear,Sandy & Hsing

The key to freedom
is 
never
too
far
away

Happy birthday my dear friend.
(I knew her since 11 years old and we're still going strong!)

09:57 pm - Tired..of you and me.

When I thought 2008 would be a better year, I really hope so.
But things started to turn out wrong .. So wrong.

Eve of 2008.

Was heading towards the mrt station and then I saw this head poppin' back.
Guess wut? It's him. The one who long buried my heart deep into the ocean. 
I've always thought of this.. What exactly would I react upon bumpin' him on the street one day?
Would I walk away with pretence that OH I DIDN"T SEE WHAT I SAW,
or
HI XXXX, it's been a long time! How you doing?

None of above. I just got rooted there.
Well, if you'd ask me do I still carry a torch for this man..
Am so sorry, I don't.

Then why am I hurting so badly?
Truthfully, I do not want to know nor find out why cause I had enough. 

OF YOU AND ME.

Honey, God is reminding me to forget about you.
Thus giving me a timeline of ONE YEAR to totally realize the whole senario.
So baby, am gone for good.

03:30 pm - Freezing

Instead of sitting here & stone.. Help me think of where to travel within 5 days? Gotta roll another 7 days over to 2008 and I'll then have a super super long holiday as i wish.. Wahahaha! Uhhm.. Gotta check the world map later...

Current Mood: bored